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I don't know that this is a call for help, I doubt it is.
But I find myself feeling particularly burdened by my own affect. Depression is getting harder to shake and the people in my life have begun to mean less and less. I feel myself withdrawing into a deeper and deeper funk as my grades are slipping and my life getting messier. I don't know that I've ever felt so genuinely alone. To the point that the things I want to do are dripping out of my view as I lose my enthusiasm for them. Maybe it's my fault because up until now I've always lived with the desire to show people what I have, causing me to feed off attention. But when I feel like I have nowhere to turn to, I have nothing to feed off of but myself.

I think I'm eating myself alive.
Metaphorically, that is, but we'll see how long it takes before I begin actually devouring my own skin omfg


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Hello. Omfg.
I'm Jacob, uh, but you can just call me Mao? I'm a digital artist who has an obsession with vaporwave aesthetic, homemade VHS color burn filters, and depressed furries.
I run a webcomic here and on tumblr called Ennui the Depressed Coyote. If it sounds interesting, check it out in my gallery or at
If you ever want to do an art trade, buy a commission, or just be friends, feel free to hit me up! I think I'm pretty friendly omfg.
Well, that's all I guess.
Stay beautiful. c:

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SuicideSerpent Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2016  New Deviant Student General Artist

I love your art and coloring style, it's very unique and pretty to look at. Also you seem rly cool.
This is kinda awkward of me, oops
ok bye.
lionheartlost Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2016
oh my god no it's not awkward at all omfg you're fine
and you're so nice oh my god thank you so much???
you seem rly cool too yo
SuicideSerpent Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2016  New Deviant Student General Artist
Oh my god, you actually replied.
I guess I must be cool then

Absolutely no problem, you're delightful. >//v//<
cptredder Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
This is so out of the blue but gosh, there's something about the colors in your artwork that amazes me. Yoo you cool. :D
lionheartlost Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2016
;o; oh my gosh thank you so much oh my gooood
sometimes the only thing I take pride in is my color schemes omfg XD;;;;
;o; jk jk but ahhh im so glad you like my stuff
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