I Owe You All An Apology

I have been near ending my life this past week,
but I never brought myself to do it.
And, uh, my last journal wasn't even about that.

I was actually just really mad at a drawing that wasn't working out. And then I went to work the next morning and didn't see the comments until that night and I realized what my journal sounded like and I was very anxious.
I spent a long time being so worried that you'd all be mad at me, that I couldn't bring myself to fix anything.
I didn't mean to and i'm so so sorry

;o; please don't be mad at me, I don't think I could handle it, i'm so sorry